Who am I?

The love of the father was displayed through his wounds

thorns in his brow and nails in his hands

no greater love is there than a man who would give everything

for those he loved more than he loved even himself

there never has been a greater consumer

than he that consumed all our failures and shame

and paid for them with his own life.

The ultimate price for a love

that comes to us for free now 

The only revenue he receives is that which he only desires

Our love

and most will never pay their half

even if it was all covered

they walk shadowed in shame

for no reason at all

but that they are blinded by pain

to see whats given for free to u and me

but we keep all in

not one of us would tell a friend

we’d rather let them rott in hell

than go through a moment of being persecuted

or shut down if they even rejected us at all

but what if they didnt.

What if all it took was once

well I may never know for my cousin

who lost his soul and took his very on life

and I didnt tell him once

of the love my eyes were opened too

so his were shut

and forever I will hear

in my mind what if I told him once

would he then still be alive?

see were just too afraid of what could happen

to tell the world what did happen

and save them from what would happen.

Leaving them to die blind.

Wake up the real love inside u

instead of letting the devil bribe u

with the comfort of an average life

wake up oh bride of christ.

It’s true God is all we need if he is all we have left. Since in the end he is what remains constant.

But what we miss as christians is that we also do need eachother we were not designed to be able to make it on our own.

God created Adam and Eve. They were made for eachother. But not just in relationships. She was designed so he could experience friendship with another created human being.

In this we learn that we need fellowship. We need each part of the body to know every other part of the body so we may function as such.

In looking at Adam and Eve we may also see how we need leadership. In this instance Adam was called the leader since he was the one who had spent more time with God than Eve. This is why we have pastors and leaders in churches. It is based on who is walking with God and on what level. We need the guidance of those who have experienced God, walked with Him, heard his voice. Someone willing to fight through oue possible downfall by our side.

This is why I will not so easily allow miscommunication and meaningless altercation destroy a friendship because believe it or not, I need you.

Hear me now I need you
This truth is nothing new
ive known all along your right
Even when I put up this fight
I have no clue what im doing
But God has his plans brewing
Can you see me stand for my generation
The enemy has us bound in altercation
But you must remember through all my back talk
Im watching every moment of your very own walk
Youve heard it said we all need inspiration
But what you havent heard, im watching your dedication
Dont give up on me quite yet
Theres one side of me you havent met
So humbly I ask you please do not go
Theres so much more you need to know
Hear me now cuz I really need you
Tell me the things you really need to
I know you have felt all I feel now
help me through cuz I dont know how
You been here and done all this
Youve learned from the memories you do not miss
So teach me how can it be true
Why must I learn myself what you have already been through
although it seems I brush you off
Trust my saying were not that tough
Everyone else has walked away from me
tell me is that what loves ment to be
For every abandon teen I now ask
Why should loving us be that hard of a task
Mom, dad dont leave me again
I need your help in fighting back sin
Families were not made for breaking apart
And if youll stay youll have a place in my heart
I dont know much about growing older
And I could not do it without your hand on my shoulder
Hear me know cuz I desperately need you
Thats why you here cuz they all do too

To say who is strongest in this world is impossible, for we all bare a strength inside most will never see, some bare strength to fight through diseases incurable, some bare strength to.live somewhere they need not be, since others around them choose a life of sin, and reflect a love from this world that contradicts, others bare strength to start life again, after hardships based frim choices like scripture predicts, strength is not merely found in the physical, its not just muscle nor power alone, but strength is more from whats in the spiritual, and seeing in thevend who keeps God on the throne, strength is a heart matter of what we go through, not just a mental who can beat who, when reality kicks in and we know not what to do, in weakness we’re reminded that to Him its nothing new, He carries our burdens and dusts off our feet, and washes us clean of all our defeat, and lessons are learned of what not to repeat, through it all we’re reminded that love cant be beat.

⁴³ “Go and look toward the sea,” he told his servant. And he went up and looked. “There is nothing there,” he said. Seven times Elijah said, “Go back.” 1 Kings 18:43

So many times we read this story and think man Elijah had so much faith but what I think we tend to overlook is that behind ever great leader is a great servant. Yes, I want to discuss the servant in this story. Agreed it took great faith and this tends to be an inspirational story of patience and knowing God has perfect timing. But this is also an amazing story about a servant who believed in his leader one who even though i’m sure by the fifth time of going back he was thinking “okay, Elijah has lost it” still he went back the sixth time and passed that the seventh time till finally, a cloud.

Elijah was praying for a storm to come and the servant only saw a cloud. I wonder how many servants we have in the church that only saw a little bit of the comlete vision or the completion of an answered prayer. Not because they left but simply because where they serve they dont always see it all. And yet, even when all he saw was a small cloud in the distance, when Elijah in the next verse tells him to tell Ahab to pack his things because a storm was coming he did it with no hesitation.

We can learn so much from this servant not only did he serve and run back and forth to find nothing 6 times he went the 7th time without complaining knowing that he served a man of God and he believed in his vision for rain. He believed God to answer Elijah’s prayer and he believed to the point of serving when it seemed crazy and not questioning it once.

Why do you serve in the area that you do? Be in a constant state of warfare on your leaders behald knowing that if they are a man/woman of God with a vision or dream from God if you are on a heart level connection with them then you will help them see the vision come to pass no matter what it takes.

Has your servanthood become routine or tiring? Consider your current relationship with God because if you can’t remember the last time you took a sabbath your relationship with God is probably struggling. Don’t work yourself to death. A day of rest is needed to be sure you can actually serve your leader with all your heart cause if your tired half your heart won’t be in it.

Be rested, be prayed up, serve your leader not because you owe them anything but because you believe in the vision God has given them.

Its funny how in one moment everything can change, how after every moment you have planned out, never really turns out your way, you can plan out your schedule, plan out your life, yet that moment comes by and nothing is the same, like being a child all over again, the skies the limit, dreams do come true, and when the moments right, love will find you, you cant stop it, no running away, you have come too far to quit, and you must be much wiser with what u say, funny how much God can catch you off gaurd, knowing all along its always been his plan, his ways, his directions, yet we think we can plan it all on our own, never works out cuz we cant do it alone. His love after all is all that matters, and to show his love while hatred scatters, this is our command above all love Him and love them yes this is the call.